My life in a blaze...





I haven't really been blogging a lot lately coz there's nothing really to blog about. Been kind of nervous to start on my ARVs but I wouldn't be starting it till maybe 2 week from now. The doctor said that I still have to go through 3 ARV counseling sessions before they give them to me. I kinda understand why coz taking ARVs is no joke. I really have to stick to the schedule, and I've never really been good at that. 


My parents have been the best during these trying times. I feel bad that they are also carrying this burden with me, I wish that we don't have anything to carry at all. It did brought us closer so I guess that's a blessing.


My health? I don't actually know what my state is right now. My strength is back but I developed Acid re-flux which is bad since it hinders me from eating and drinking so much. Swallowing is a pain. Been sleeping upright, since it helps relieve me of the pain.


Been thinking about dating and all the "I don't knows" that it would bring. It's just so scary since what if I actually found someone that I really like, I would eventually HAVE to tell him about my situation. 


Well I guess that's it for now, I kinda forced myself to write this since there is really nothing to write about. Let's see after tomorrow, my 2nd ARV counseling session.